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thank god being alone including self isolation is part of the very me,
otherwise i'd die..

原來成年人的生活竟是如此的不堪

久違的不安又來溫故知新了

sleep forever in peace mr. j

is it time to..?

what's "jumping into conclusion too fast"?
is everyone's definition different?

should i turn it down right away overlooking the tiny surprises and pleasure it brings to me everyday?

should i ignore the fact that i could actually sleep away each night soundly without fear and guilt?

or i should simply bypass the feeling of happiness and accomplishment?

it's not good to be easily satisfied? or i should become more wish-driven.....

leaving on a jet plane

people come and go in my company every month, how devastating.
i am hanging around for the one last thing this place can offer me,
then i shall be the very next one leaving on a jet plane.

freegan

there's a new form of lifestyle called "freegan",

basically it's a group of people (not necessarily homeless) who look through garbage everyday for reusable items, and food. most of these people have decent jobs. their idea is "why buy it if we can find it in garbage?" this growing community treasure hunts in the dumpsters find not just food, but entertainment as well, such as music CDs, paperback novels, magazines, even an installation CD for MS Office.

i admire this way of living. why spend money when other people's trash has so much to offer?

Life’s but a walking shadow, a poor player
That struts and frets his hour upon the stage,
And then is heard no more.
It is a tale
Told by an idiot,
full of sound and fury,
Signifying nothing.

Macbeth Act V, scene v

memory

consumed by rage
entangled by jealousy
mystified by uncertainty

i wish i could just write consistently like others do,
but i'm not keen to record memories.
writings of memory are prone to review, remembrance and judgement.
they are best forgotten.

"being truthful": the most difficult action.
"being truthful to myself": even harder.